Concept: mornings spent in cozy coffee shops, reading a new book, drinking hot coffee, gazing the dark cloudy sky, smelling the scent of coffee all over the place, feeling relaxed and motivated to start your day
I talk to myself and look at the dark trees, blessedly neutral. So much easier than facing people, than having to look happy, invulnerable, clever.
Concept: mornings spent in cozy coffee shops, reading a new book, drinking hot coffee, gazing the dark cloudy sky, smelling the scent of coffee all over the place, feeling relaxed and motivated to start your day
Concept: mornings spent in cozy coffee shops, reading a new book, drinking hot coffee, gazing the dark cloudy sky, smelling the scent of coffee all over the place, feeling relaxed and motivated to start your day
sometimes i take a Shower
with the lights off.
but before i even finish showering, i turn the lights back On,
because i remember how afraid of the dark i am.
sometimes i go to the Airport
and just sit in there for a few hours.
because i like watching people Reunite.
sometimes i cut my Fingernails way too short.
like, down to the quicks.
because it’s an odd feeling, the way my fingertips Hurt
every time i touch something.
sometimes i go out in public without my Shoes,
because i like feeling the Real ground,
not just the inside of my shoes.
sometimes i re-arrange my Bedroom,
but then i change it right back
because everyone knows that there isn’t a single person
in the world that isn’t afraid of Change.
sometimes i try reading books Upside-down
because i think thats what it would be like if i couldn’t
Read
at all.
sometimes i just sit and watch the Grass grow,
because we’re lucky that it even grows in the First
place.
sometimes i do things.
sometimes i don’t.
You never realize the holes a person leaves behind until you fall into them.
bad news: a lot can change in a year
good news: a lot can change in a year